I lie awake thinking of my flaw, thinking of everything I’ve done wrong. My stomach queezes my leg aches my head throbs. I miss you. I don’t want to cry anymore. I can’t help but weep and sorrow. I crave your voice, your touch, your smell. I miss you. I wonder why I took you for granted, I hate that I threw you away. My ankle cramps. I, you, we. Us. I hate that you aren’t in touch with me. I hate that more promises were broken but then if I hadn’t broken mine you would’ve kept yours. I miss you. I want it back. I want the past to be my present I want our plans to be our future. You. Me. Us. We. Ours. Forever. Then. Now. My heart breaks.