My open brain and the heart on my sleeve..

Thoughts-for him-

I lie awake thinking of my flaw, thinking of everything I’ve done wrong. My stomach queezes my leg aches my head throbs. I miss you. I don’t want to cry anymore. I can’t help but weep and sorrow. I crave your voice, your touch, your smell. I miss you. I wonder why I took you for granted, I hate that I threw you away. My ankle cramps. I, you, we. Us. I hate that you aren’t in touch with me. I hate that more promises were broken but then if I hadn’t broken mine you would’ve kept yours. I miss you. I want it back. I want the past to be my present I want our plans to be our future. You. Me. Us. We. Ours. Forever. Then. Now. My heart breaks.

I don’t want to sleep.

i always feel like im missing out on life when i sleep lol then i wake up late and miss out on more :/

Source: wecouldonlywhisper

Is everyone a hipocrite?

I feel as if everyone is. We want respect and in order to get respect you give respect but we don’t only want it we demand it demanding something is not exactly respectful so I’m just not sure who isn’t a hipocrite anymore.

I want this I want that Don’t say this Don’t do that.

ugh.

-feedback?-

hm.

sometimes things just dont work out.. sometimes they do…sometimes i just wanna kill you…sometimes i do….sometimes i wanna be with you and only you….sometimes i cheat.

sex scandals are fun to read about sometimes the things that people do just to feel loved are pretty crazy…

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you never know what i will do next..

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sometimes neither do i.

should i tell him that i love him?….or that i want someone else?….

“i dont know how to be good all the time„,can you blame me for wanting to be loved?….”

it will all be gone soon.

what will thy do?

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thinking…

are we all really as happy as we seem? think about it…hmmm we smile and walk on this planet as if we are the creators we lie, cheat, steel, and hurt others, are we happy with ourselves? I know im not.