My open brain and the heart on my sleeve..

bam

Wed, 26 Sep 2012 19:21:49 -0400

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how it's done

Wed, 26 Sep 2012 18:03:00 -0400

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cool as hell

Wed, 26 Sep 2012 16:39:07 -0400

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real money

Wed, 26 Sep 2012 02:07:18 -0400

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omfg

Wed, 26 Sep 2012 00:58:07 -0400

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i'm shining bright

Tue, 25 Sep 2012 15:03:43 -0400

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this feels amazing

Tue, 25 Sep 2012 14:53:47 -0400

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Photo

Tue, 18 Oct 2011 14:35:25 -0400

Thoughts-for him-

Tue, 09 Aug 2011 05:02:55 -0400

I lie awake thinking of my flaw, thinking of everything I’ve done wrong. My stomach queezes my leg aches my head throbs. I miss you. I don’t want to cry anymore. I can’t help but weep and sorrow. I crave your voice, your touch, your smell. I miss you. I wonder why I took you for granted, I hate that I threw you away. My ankle cramps. I, you, we. Us. I hate that you aren’t in touch with me. I hate that more promises were broken but then if I hadn’t broken mine you would’ve kept yours. I miss you. I want it back. I want the past to be my present I want our plans to be our future. You. Me. Us. We. Ours. Forever. Then. Now. My heart breaks.

Photo

Tue, 19 Jul 2011 17:23:14 -0400

I don't want to sleep.

Tue, 24 May 2011 02:20:00 -0400

i always feel like im missing out on life when i sleep lol then i wake up late and miss out on more :/

"Maybe you could alphabatise me"

Mon, 16 May 2011 17:29:42 -0400

“Maybe you could alphabatise me”

Is everyone a hipocrite?

Tue, 04 Jan 2011 23:49:00 -0500

I feel as if everyone is. We want respect and in order to get respect you give respect but we don’t only want it we demand it demanding something is not exactly respectful so I’m just not sure who isn’t a hipocrite anymore.

I want this I want that Don’t say this Don’t do that.

ugh.

-feedback?-

hm.

Thu, 12 Aug 2010 19:03:04 -0400

sometimes things just dont work out.. sometimes they do…sometimes i just wanna kill you…sometimes i do….sometimes i wanna be with you and only you….sometimes i cheat.

sex scandals are fun to read about sometimes the things that people do just to feel loved are pretty crazy…

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you never know what i will do next..

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sometimes neither do i.

should i tell him that i love him?….or that i want someone else?….

“i dont know how to be good all the time„,can you blame me for wanting to be loved?….”

it will all be gone soon.

what will thy do?

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best friends can always depend on one another and joke around...

Fri, 02 Jul 2010 02:10:59 -0400

best friends can always depend on one another and joke around and never seriously call eachother a slut hoe or bitch. ily melissa ann auguilar!

thinking...

Fri, 02 Jul 2010 01:56:48 -0400

are we all really as happy as we seem? think about it…hmmm we smile and walk on this planet as if we are the creators we lie, cheat, steel, and hurt others, are we happy with ourselves? I know im not.

"hoe"

Sat, 17 Apr 2010 02:56:39 -0400

“hoe”

- You’re a hoe..I know. You’re a hoe..I know lol

whats the point in feelings?

Wed, 14 Apr 2010 21:35:28 -0400

Why do we have feelings? I like this guy, I’ve liked him since i met him last year in environmental science..and its been bullshit ever since. I dont know what else to do..I stick to someone for once I stick to one guy, he does not want a relationship yet he wants me to be loyal and trustworthy like a girlfriend. It is stupid. Everything in this world is stupid. So why do we keep trying when we know nothing will make it better? Why dont we just give up and move on to a better life? Is there anything beyond this cylinder we call earth?…

This is a letter to you. It’s about time you understand because texting you in short hand is not working..telling you will not work because you are impossible to talk to. It’s always been ME ME ME with you. You are a good person. You are special. You do mean so much to me but you have been unaware of the fact that you have been using me for your own selfish comfort. As I sit here drinking my sweet sweet tea and smelling the chicken parmajana in the kitchen and I’m thinking.. “why..why me? out of all people to be lost and hurt all the time and in love and lust with him (you) why does he tell me he loves me? why does any man tell me that he loves me..when he clearly does not.?” You are impossible. I love you, you are my friend, you..you… I just dont know what to do or say anymore..I have held my toung for so long..well..here we go.

I realize how selfish I sound but you have been using me for your selfish comfort by keeping me around because I am so nice to you. I will do anything for you and you know it I tell you everything. Yet you dare to break my heart and tell me so so so late that you dont feel the same way when you have been letting me swoon over you rediculously. I cant take it. I’m always here for you but once i need you, you are too busy or something. I just have one question…WHY? Why have you allowed me to feel this way? Why have you allowed me to say these sacred three words of “I love you” and you dare to say it back when I am using it in a completely different manner because I do love you. I gave you my all and you used it against me. So forget the movie, forget spoiling me on my birthday.. forgive me for this and for saying all I said and for feeling the way I do and just forget all I have done for you. Forget me. Forget that I am even on this planet. Don’t waste your time apologizing or feeling bad or angry at anyone including yourself because it is my fault. It has always been my fault. I shouldnt have opened my heart to you or to anyone for that matter.

These tears I shed are of sadness but not regret. I do not regret meeting you or spending money on you or the time I spent with you even if it ment something different to me then it did to you. But that is ok. I will be ok. You will be ok. Maybe this is best..to be graduating with no friends..therefore no one to miss or cry over in the end because you don’t know who they really are. You don’t know who I really am..I never knew who you really are..but now I do. Opinions of others don’t matter. It’s you in your world and me in mine. Don’t take this the wrong way.

But..you are not who I thought you were.

eatsleepdraw ♥

Mon, 22 Mar 2010 22:33:36 -0400

i fucking love you. your amazing.

promises

Fri, 19 Mar 2010 00:08:12 -0400

If I am wrong please tell me, because I thought promises were supposed to mean something..

Even if the person does not say “i promise” but then they do give you their word I think it is the same thing.. ugh. But lets get real ladies he is a guy.. Men hmm where do I start (no I am not blogging about anything specific).. Men are not fans of commitment neither am I might I add I don’t like official things that’s why marraige is not for me, I used to want the whole serious thing but after the pain I’ve been in for telling a man that I love him I doubt I will ever say it again. When you think about it words really don’t amount to much I mean whats the difference from saying “I love you” or “I really care about you” i have no idea.. do you?

Love is not a person. It is not a bully. It is not your father when he is angry.

Love is a word. Just a four letter word. Nothing big nothing small. Nothing threatening it is just a word. Although “love” is not a rabid dog, ladies I suggest you do not use that word losely because men are AFFRAID of Love.